He dug into his pocket and pulled out a Life Force. "Drink this. It should help."
I didn't want it, didn't need it. The blood had done more to quench my hunger than a hundred Life Force pouches could do, but I drank it to make him happy.
He grazed a finger over my cheek, a half-smile on his handsome face. "You look better. You have color back in your face for the first time since… last night."
"What happened today?" I asked, changing the subject.
His face hardened. "Someone screwed up. I should have been told about this. I never would have chosen today to take you to the city if I'd known."
"Jax, why are you a part of the Orders? How can you support what happened today? The public executions. The beatings. The whole thing was obviously a trap to catch the rebels, which means the Inquisition knew innocent people would die today, and they didn't care."
He leaned back against the wall, our shoulders pressed together, knees and thighs touching. "I didn't know, Star. I didn't know. This operation was likely kept secret by the council."
"And that secret is killing innocent people. How can you trust the Orders? How can you trust anyone at Castle V?"
"I can't," he said, surprising me with his answer. "I didn't join the Orders because they're perfect. I joined because I can make them better." He turned his head to look at me. "I remember how we used to turn on the television when our parents were out and watch the beatings. I remember talking with you about how wrong it was. But breaking the law isn't the way to change things. The Shadow of Rome and her rebels are just as responsible for this destruction as the Inquisition. They shouldn't be fighting, they should have joined the Orders, changed the way people think with words, and eventually, changed the law."
"But they're Zeniths," I said. "They'd never rise high enough in the Orders to change things. There's still too much discrimination against those with para-powers."
He looked away. "If they tried hard enough, they would."
I stood and paced in front of him, frustration growing in my body. "No. You don't get it. No matter how hard they try, how good they are, they'll always be the minority. If they want power, they have to take it."
He stood, reaching for me. "You're wrong, Scarlett."
I didn't agree, didn't think I was wrong about this. Not after everything I'd seen. But an Officer burst through the door before I could speak, with three more behind him.
He pointed a gun at us, shouting. "Hands up!"
When he noticed Jax, he dropped his gun a fraction. "Sir Lux. We'll escort you back to Castle Vianney." He turned to the men behind him. "Grab the girl."
Jax positioned himself in front of me, every muscle in his body flexed as if ready for a fight. "She's with me."
The leader approached him. "I'm sorry, Sir, but all non-military citizens in the area are to be held for questioning at the command of the Head Inquisitor."
His jaw clenched. "I've been with her this whole time," he said. "We have nothing to report."
"Sorry, Sir, but she's non-military, and she's wearing Officer equipment. We can't let her go." They moved closer to us as one unit, and I felt real fear at what they would do if they took me. The fact that Jax lied to keep me from them spoke volumes about his own fear.
"I order you to stand down," said Jax.
"Inquisitor Ragathon is in command of this mission, Sir. We follow his orders."
"Stay away from her," Jax said, nearly growling his words.
The leader raised his gun slightly, his finger on the trigger. "Sir, move out of the way."
Jax grabbed two handles off his belt and held them. They each extended into swords. "No."
"Target him," the commander screamed. They raised their guns, all pointing at him.
"Threatening a Knight of the Fourth…" he said, his voice still primal, "is against the law. I hereby strip all of you of your rank. You are no soldiers."
The Officers hesitated, two of them looking toward their leader as if worried about what this meant. I stood in shock. A Knight of the Fourth? I had no idea he ranked that high. There were only three ranks above him in the world, and only a small handful of people who could call themselves those ranks. Jax ranked amongst the highest of any Order in the world.
"Open fire," the leader commanded.
I was about to lunge at them, to use my powers on them all if I had to. I couldn't let them kill the only real family I had left. The only friend I had in the world. I still loved Jax. Even if I didn't trust him, he was still a part of me and always would be.
But before I could move, before I could even access my power, Jax launched himself off the ground, flying forward and then to the side, as if being pulled my some other force. Bullets followed him, and missed. He hit a wall and pushed off before the soldiers could re-aim. I watched, mouth agape as he spun through the air, a vision of flashing sliver, his swords a tornado of carnage as he cut down all the Officers in his way. The soldiers still stood stuck in their spots as he landed on the other side of the room, their eyes blank, empty, as one by one they fell to the ground as if in slow motion.
I looked up at Jax, who stood drenched in their blood, swords in the air, his face one of a warrior in battle. "I have eliminated you in the name of the Teutonic Order," he said, his voice calm, hard, deep. "I pray your souls find peace."