“No. There’s no way your GTO could beat my Camaro,” Alex was saying, sounding a little worked up. “Are you freaking kidding me with this?”
“No I’m not freaking kidding you with this,” Laylen replied calmly. “I bet you hands down that my car could take your car any day.”
“Bull,” Alex said. “You know I would win, you just won’t admit it.”
I decided that I’d rather be sleeping than listening to this. But right as I was shutting my eyes, Laylen said something that made me open them right back up.
“I’ll tell you what,” he said. “I’ll admit that you might be right, if you’ll admit that you like Gemma.”
“If I told you that then I’d be lying,” Alex said, sounding as if he meant it. “Well, at least not in the sense that you’re implying.”
Ouch, that stung.
They were silent. The only sound came from the rumble of the tires and the low hum of the song purring from the stereos speakers—“Epiphany” by Staind.
“Okay Alex,” Laylen said, in an ‘I’m-going-to-lay-it-out-for-you’ kind of way. “I think you like her. In fact I think you always have and always will. Now whether or not you’ll admit it is your problem. All I care about is that you lay off her. You can be a real jerk to her—to everyone really, but it’s worse for her because she’s new to feeling things.”
This conversation, for some reason, was making me feel very uncomfortable. But I didn’t know how to block it out. Cover my ears? Yeah, then they’d know I was awake and listening.
“You need to shut up,” Alex said, his anger blaring in his voice. “I don’t feel that way about her. Never have, never will.”
“Yeah, because you don’t care about anything,” Laylen told him. “You never have. Well, I take that back. You use to be normal until Gemma was sent away, then you basically just shut off. Maybe you should just think about why that is? Why would you change right when she left?”
“Because everyone will hurt you if you let them in,” Alex muttered as if he was quoting someone.
“What?” Laylen asked. “What does that mean?”
“Nothing. Just drop it.” Alex turned up the volume of the music, and the conversation was dropped.
I laid there for awhile with my eyes open, pondering everything. My feelings. My mom. What Alex had said. “Everyone will hurt you if you let them in.” I wondered if he really believed it.
I felt very strange, my emotions running all over the place, almost like the prickle was malfunctioning or something.
And maybe it was.
Maybe I was broken.
Chapter 26
When I woke up, the first thing I noticed was that the SUV was stopped. I sat up in the seat, wondering if we made it to wherever we were heading, or if something had happened. After blinking away my sleepy disorientation, I realized we were just at a gas station, getting gas.
Laylen was outside, pumping gas into the SUV, and Alex was nowhere in sight.
I stifled a yawn and then stretched, wondering what time it was. The sun was beating hotly from up in the sky, and the streets that bordered the gas station were bouncing with traffic. There was an old white and green Victorian house across the road that had a sign that said Isabella’s Herb Shop. I wondered if it was the same kind of herb store as Adessa’s
Someone knocked on the window, causing me to jump. Laylen smiled at me through the glass and motioned to me to open the door.
“Well, good morning sleeping beauty,” he said, after I open the door and climbed out into the sunlight. “Sleep well?”
“Surprisingly, yes.” I stretched out my legs and arms. “How long was I out?”
“For about eight hours.”
“Eight hours?” How the heck had I slept for eight hours with everything that was going on.
“Yeah, you were really out, too.” He flashed me a grin. “Snoring and all.”
“I don’t snore,” I protested. At least I think I don’t.
He gave me another teasing smile, before sliding the debit card into the machine.
“Wow, you seem like you’re in a good mood,” I remarked with a curious tone.
He shrugged, glancing over at a tall woman with long black hair walking across the parking lot. “As good a mood as any, I guess.”
He was acting a little…off. “Are you feeling okay?”
He shrugged again, rubbing his lips together, and then looked at me. “I’m fine.”
I stared at him, picking up on something. I couldn’t explain it, but after the whole first-time-biting thing, I had to worry a little. But before I could press him further, Alex strolled up, carrying a plastic bag.
“If you need to go inside for anything, then you’d better do it,” Alex told me, tossing a bag of food and drinks onto to the front seat of the SUV.
Seeing him made what he said last night replay in my head, along with the hurt feelings I felt. “Okay.” I headed inside.
“Make it quick,” Alex called after me. “We don’t want to be stopped for too long.”
I nodded, shocked he was even letting me go in by myself.
***
The gas station was fairly packed, which made my senses go on high alert, especially because I stood out like a sore thumb. My clothes were filthy, I had no shoes on, and my hair was a tangled mess—well, at least more of a tangled mess than it usually is—so people couldn’t help but gawk at me as I walked by them. I made my way down the candy aisle, past the drink cooler, and stepped into the restroom. I splashed my face with cold water and washed my hands. Wherever we were, the air felt humid and hot, making my skin feel gross.
I glanced up in the mirror and let out a groan at my reflection. My violet eyes. The one thing that was always going to make me stand out—deem me different. I was painfully realizing that no matter how much I wanted a normal life, it just might be impossible, and maybe I needed to start accepting that I was a star carrying, vision seeing, violet-eyed Gemma.
And that my life might not be long lived.
After my light vision, and my light dream, I had to wonder. They both might have been showing me a part of my future. The thought was scary, but I had to hold onto the fact that not everything I saw or dreamt had played out exactly as I had seen it. Things changed.
For the moment, I really needed to focus on figuring out how to get a hold of the Ira so I could go into The Underworld and save my mom. The problem was I couldn’t just walk into a store and purchase an Ira. The only person that I knew of who had one was Nicholas, and now that he might be working with Stephan, getting one from him seemed more impossible than it did before.
“Stupid faerie.” I kicked the wall, frustrated. Of course, kicking a tile wall while wearing no shoes was not the grandest idea, and I ended stubbing my toes. “Ow.”
One of the bathroom stall doors opened up and an old lady, wearing a long green dress and tan shoes, and looking really alarmed, scurried out of the bathroom.
“Whoops,” I mumbled to myself. I guess it was time to go back anyway. Standing in a bathroom wasn’t doing me any good. And I was supposed to be hurrying.
I headed for the door, hearing one of the stall doors squeak open. Instinctively, I glanced behind me, and then stopped when I didn’t see anyone. The door was swinging, and I wondered if I scared someone else enough that they were afraid to come out.
I sighed. It was definitely time to leave. I turned around, and then stumbled backward because standing right in front of me was a very obnoxious faerie with golden eyes and sandy hair.
“Well, I have to say that this is not where I pictured us meeting up again,” Nicholas said, glancing around the Women’s Restroom. “Although it’ll do, I guess.”
I backed away from him, knowing full well that I was cornered. “Stay the heck away from me.”
He moved for me, a sneaky smirk spreading across his face. “You seem afraid of me Gemma.”
My back hit the tiled wall. “I know why you’re here. I know you’re working with Stephan.”
“You do, do you?”
“You were at the City of Crystal with the Death Walkers,” I said heatedly. “And I heard you talking to them…how can you talk to them?”
“I can’t,” he said and I shook my head. Let the running around in circles begin.
“Yes you can,” I snapped. “I heard. And I heard you talking about capturing me for Stephan. Why would you do that? Don’t you know what he wants to do with me?”
I was hoping he would say that he did, and then we would have one of those moments where the villain unleashes all his evil plans.
“Why would you think I was helping Stephan? I can’t stand him as much as I can’t stand his son.” He moved in front of me, leaning in close. “And honestly, if I captured you, I’d rather keep you for myself. There’s so much…” He sniffed me. Yes, actually sniffed me, like he was smelling a flower or something. “Power flowing off you.”
My mouth dropped. He could feel the electricity.
“Your Foreseer gift…it’s absolutely breathtaking,” he said, moving back a little.
Oh, he was talking about that power.
“That’s great,” I said, looking for a way out of here. I could try to dodge around him, but I didn’t see myself making it that far. The only thing I could think of to do was use my “breathtaking” Foreseer ability to move myself from the bathroom to the SUV. But could I do it quickly enough?
All I could do was try.
“Tell me Gemma.” Nicholas was so close to me that the flowery, rain smell that was always radiating off him was strong enough to make me almost pass out. “Why are you so afraid of me?”
“Besides the fact that you’re working with the man who wants to hurt me?” I asked, trying to picture in my head the massive black Chevy Tahoe parked outside next to the gas pumps.
“You’ve never liked me from the first time you met me,” he remarked, in a playful way, like this was all a game to him, which it probably was.