Chapter 15
I gasp for air as my eyes shoot open. The first thing I see is Alex’s worried face and then Laylen’s. I’m lying on the cold, tiled floor of Adessa’s store. My skin is dry and my lungs aren’t waterlogged. I can breathe again.
I scramble to my feet and then grip the counter when the blood rushes to my head. “What the hell just happened?”
“You touched the Foreseers’ ball after I told you not to.” Alex’s voice shakes slightly. “And you went into a vision just like I said you might.”
“It was an accident… I was distracted by you trying to…” I trail off when I notice that Laylen is listening intently. “Whatever. It doesn’t matter.” I place my other hand on the counter, trying to control and bury all my emotions; but I can feel each one, like nails being inserted into my heart. He killed her. He made her drown and the girl was left in his hands. What did he do to her when he went back to the castle?
“I can’t breathe,” I pant as my chest rises and falls violently. “Oh my God, I can’t… I can’t…”
“Gemma, look at me.” Laylen’s voice envelops my body.
I tip my chin up and meet his eyes, which look like deep pools of water. “If you want me to, I can calm you down.” He glances at Alex, checking.
I look to my side and Alex steps into my line of vision. He examines my eyes and he must see something horrifying because he nods at Laylen. “Go ahead, but only this one time.”
I turn back to Laylen and he nods, then places a hand on my shoulder. “Are you okay with it?”
I’m not exactly sure what he’s going to do to me, but it has to be better than the invisible nails in my heart. “Go ahead. Please.”
He rests his other hand on my other shoulder and then positions his body in front of me. He slides his hands up my neck, rests them on my cheeks and hunches over so he’s at eye level with me. “It’ll be just like on the porch, only… less sensual.”
I swallow hard. “Okay.”
He wets his lips with his tongue and shakes his head so his bangs are out of his eyes. “Now close your eyes.”
Giving one last glance at Alex, I let my eyes close. Images of water and the woman drowning instantly overpower my head, but they fade as tranquility flows down my body. It’s like I’m being kissed all over and those kisses erase every single place the vision has taken in my soul. I’m being healed, sewn back together again. My emotions belong to me.
“Let your heart settle,” Laylen whispers. “And your body relax.”
I give into his instructions and my knees start to buckle. His hand winds around my back and he braces me against his chest. I feel his lips brush my hair and then he says, “Take her to the car.”
I don’t know who he’s talking to, but, seconds later, an arm slides behind me and I’m being scooped up into someone’s arm and a current drowns me. I relax against his sturdy chest and let him take me wherever. I’m calm. I’m all right.
I hear the bell go off as we exit the store, and then cool night air hits me. The car door squeaks open and he stops moving, leans forward and sets me gently onto the backseat. The leather is cool against my skin and I roll to my side, ready to go to sleep.
The seat sinks next to my feet and the door slams shut. I know he’s in the car with me, but he remains silent. “Are you going to be okay?” he finally asks.
I open my eyes, even though I don’t want to. I haven’t slept in ages and I want to sleep. “I think so.”
His gaze is consuming, even in the dark. “Can I… Can I ask you what you saw? In the vision?”
Sighing, I push myself up and put my feet on the floor. There’s a gap between us and I don’t try to reduce it. I give him a recap of every detail I can remember from the vision and Laylen’s magical touch keeps me at peace through the entire journey.
“You know you were really lucky, right?” Alex mutters when I finish.
I’m perplexed. “Lucky how?”
He props his boot up on his knee and stares ahead at the street. “For one thing, I’ve heard stories about people getting stuck inside visions and never returning; and, for another, because you didn’t get captured by the Water Faerie.”
“Water Faerie?” My dress is crooked and I raise my h*ps to realign it back into place. “Okay, that needs explaining.”
He glances at my h*ps as I lower my ass back to the seat. “It’s what pulled you and the woman down in the lake. Water Fey are the Guardians of the Underworld.”
“The Underworld?” I ask. “As in, the place where the Greeks believed people went after they died?”
“Close.” He seems hesitant to embellish. “But it’s not exactly the same.” He takes a deep breath and keeps his eyes ahead. “The Underworld is the land of the dead. It’s also a prison. After the Keepers capture someone like, say for instance, a vampire that has been on a killing spree, we sentence them to a life in the Underworld as a punishment.”
I question why he uses a vampire as his example, perhaps as a jab at Laylen. “But why wouldn’t you just kill them instead? It makes more sense that way and it seems like a far worse punishment.”
He shakes his head. “Trust me. Death is an easier punishment than getting sent down there. Most go insane from the torture within a few weeks.”
“Wait a minute.” I pause, drinking in the knowledge he gives me and I connect it with what I know. “Does that mean the woman I saw get dragged into the lake is going to end up in the Underworld?”
“Maybe,” he answers with unwillingness. “The Water Faeries usually don’t kill the people. They are under strict orders to take whatever they catch straight to the prison.”
“But, why do they want prisoners?”
“Because they feed off the prisoners’ fear. It’s what keeps them thriving, even in their dead form.”
I hug my arms around myself. Nausea is starting to mix with the tranquility Laylen put in me. “So, if the vision I saw really ends up happening, then the woman’s going to end up being tortured down in the Underworld.”
“Maybe.” He sighs, and then moves his foot off his knee and to the floor. “I’d like to believe the future can be changed, especially since we’re trying to do that with the star and the portal.”
“What if it doesn’t change?” I whisper. “Then what?”
“Depending on how strong she is, she could survive the torture for up to a few years without it driving her mad. But once she loses her mind, the Queen will have her killed.”
“What Queen?”
“The Queen of the Dead. She’s in charge of everything that goes on in the Underworld. After a prisoner goes insane, they no longer produce the right kind of fear for her people to feed off of, so she gets rid of them.”
I feel like banging my head on the window, but my body is too drained to move toward it. “That’s the most ruthless thing I’ve ever heard.”
“You have to understand that most of the creatures we send down there have committed horrible deeds,” he explains. “The kind of crimes that haunt people’s nightmares.”
“Well, considering the Death Walkers have killed me over and over again in my nightmares, I can understand that comparison,” I say.
His head gradually turns toward me, but he doesn’t look at me. Instead he looks over my shoulder at the window. “You never mentioned before that they killed you.”
I sit up straight and move my face into his line of vision, trying to get him to look at me. “I didn’t think I needed to give you the details.”
“I always want you to give me the details,” he says and closes his eyes. “Always.”
Why won’t he look at me? “You don’t think my nightmares are visions, do you?”
“No, that’s not even possible for a Foreseer to do.” He opens his eyes and continues to stare over my shoulder at the window. “They have to have the power of the crystal to channel the psychic energy. But Gemma, I’d really like you to give me the details of the nightmares you keep talking about.”
He’s acting strange, like it hurts him to look at me and be in the car with me. “Well, I want you to give me details, too. About you.”
He glances at my face, but then swiftly looks back at the window. “There’s not that much to know.”
I inch toward the edge of the seat and place myself in his line of vision. “I don’t believe that for one second and I have a great idea. You can start off by telling me why you won’t look me in the eye.”
He blinks several times and finally meets my eyes. “Because I don’t like the calm, sleepy look in your eyes.”
I rub my eyes with my fingertips. “I’m just really tired. I haven’t slept in over twenty-four hours.”
“It’s not from tiredness.” He sighs. “It’s from Laylen. He put the look there and I don’t like it because you look content and you hardly ever look content.”
I drag my bottom lip into my mouth and press my knees together, avoiding his accusation. “Alex, I want to know something about you. Something real. Like maybe why you’re so hot and cold all the time? It confuses me.”
He shakes his head. “I can’t tell you that yet.”
“Then tell me something real.” I practically beg, because I need things to feel real at the moment, instead of feeling like I’m drowning in a sea of illusions.
He places his hand beside my leg, not touching me, but close. “The first time I saw you, I was scared.”
That isn’t what I expected. “You seemed pissed.”
“I was pissed, too.” He scoots forward and our knees brush. “But pissed at myself for feeling the way that I did—the way that I do.” His jaw tightens and then his hand moves to my hip. “I was taught not to feel that way.”